I believe I have had enough of a rest. I did have to really push myself today, to get back into the swing of writing though.
It took one of my children coming in to say he had hurt his knee and that was enough to get me out of my cave and into the real world. Funny how being a Mamma Bear works wonders on your mental state. I, as many of you, will do anything for your cubs.
This picture from upsplash.com and by Thomas Lefebvre
So getting up, helping him, feeding him something, was just the right medicine today.
Baby steps they say….and I tend to agree, because, as this picture depicts….
they at this stage, don’t take many steps…
You could say though that I am more like this Baby Slough who is taking a ride on Moms back…
It seem I have a tendency to wait for a ride into life…just need to be pushed, as I have trouble pushing myself sometimes.
What I really want and Need is to be taking Adult steps… 
you would think I should be there at this point in my life…But… the setbacks that I have had are Great. They have taken their toll on me. So as many of you suffering after abuse well know…it is difficult to see the world the way you did before. I know that I am not the only one who feels this, and I see others who have suffered the same, if not more, being much more productive than I am.
But I also have come to realize that we all handle things different, and we all have suffered Great setbacks, and we are all doing the best we can at this point.
I WANT TO DO MORE…Thus this blog, and pushing myself to do things that I would not normally do. Yes, at times I need a push, a reminder, etc., but I want it bad enough to keep going.
I’m putting this quote as a reminder to myself, and maybe it will inspire others. I found it on Pinterest, not sure who put it there, or I would give them credit.
From Pinterest…not sure who the author is.
Thanks also to http://www.Upsplash.com for the ability to find more photos…the others were from them. It is a Great site..where you can share photos, and use photos from others who join the site.
Everyone keep your heads up…keep fighting…keep believing, and we will all make it through together, and with the continued Grace of God!
So….with that….Enough of a rest….Lets get Back to Work!
Thanks for Hearing!
Sincerely;
Bea Heard
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