Yes, the word of the day is Procrastinating….I have been up (getting up…a relative thought), since 5am. Spent 1 1/2 hours on the Exercise bike..usually I do that later in the day…
Then made the coffee, looked at this blog site, decided to read other blogs that I follow. Found some disheartening, some inspiring, some funny…that all killed a few hours, and now we are here at about 8:30am still procrastinating.
Filled the coffee again, made me a biscuit with PB&J, to eat for breakfast, filled the water, drank it right down, filled it again with ice and lemon juice added for good measure… took a bite or two of the biscuit… wrote in the journal (this too, I usually do later), and then decided to get to work…
But as you can see…I’m doing this instead. I realized that my Procrastinating, was because….the writing I did yesterday, invaded my sleep, AGAIN! I have a feeling this is going to be a regular thing…and as my Sibling pointed out yesterday….I’m going to have to PUSH THROUGH IT!
Saw a Hummingbird feeding from the feeder…even in the rain…gave me a smile that I greatly needed right now. I think my Grandmother sent it!
But sitting down today and seeing the last words I wrote, just got to me…they were part of the outline I made for my chronological list I’m putting together, and I usually write a miniscule portion of the event, to help me remember what I want to write about. The entry was….Hit me with baby in my arms!
The Memories Flooded in yesterday, and my work day on the book ended…I watched a few episodes of Friends, Made dinner…Spaghetti and Meatballs, as it took quite a space of time to complete, and kept me busy…spoke to my Sibling, and had a Great Ab workout, as Usual!
And today, as I look at it again….I am fighting with myself to actually go back there for that one…It is something, I may pass over and come back to…Problem is…How much of the paper do I leave blank, so I can come back to it?
Well, I’ve Procrastinated long enough…time to “Jump in with both feet”, as it were, and do some real healing!!!!
More later…Thanks for Hearing!